I think home cook food is the best.

No matter how awful tasting it can be at times, but you still appreciate the people putting the effort to cook for you.

Somemore, it's the one you love that's the one cooking.

I really like to eat my mum's cooking sometimes when it's super nice, but I hate it when I need to heat it uo because it won't be as nice anymore =((

So, I expect my wife to cook when we get married ;)

I will still eat it no matter how bad it is, the most my mum would teach you to cook better haha!

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

I don't believe in eating animal parts, but it doesn't mean I don't eat meat.

I don't believe in killing animal just for a certain part. Like killing an elephant for their husk, or pernamently injuring a shark for their fins before throwing back to the sea.

Or destroying nests from birds.

I rather believe that you eat and animal for their whole body parts and meat, like chicken, and not partially, for example in reference to the shark. I think it's quite sad. I'm not a good guy to phrase this I guess.

Don't you think it's as good as removing 2 legs and asking you to walk again? It's impossible.

One of my best friends in life got married yesterday,

Damn, I'm so happy for her. I don't always smile, but I know she knows about it.

She looks ever so pretty and young.

Hope she have a good marriage life ahead of her =)

Is the most retarded word I ever heard in my life.

This word can cause a lot of unhappiness, and disturbance to people.

Just these words is good enough "How come you never ensure?"

There's never a good answer to this question.

I will hate this word forever.

I am feeling emtremely injust about decisions made against me.

I have been made into a scapegoat by an idiot.

He do things that doesn't require him to do, and yet he doesn't do things he's required to do.

I think he should stop trying to be funny.

I won't rest my case. I swear.

Why should I be punished for something I never do? Why should I be punished when I wasn't even at scene? Why should I be punished for something which has completely nothing to do with me?

And why am I getting the punishment for the offenders?

If there's a good word to describe me now, I think the word is "exhausated".

It has been a really tiring 3 weeks, and after tomorrow's guard duty, it will be officially over.

When it's over, I derserve one good night of sleep. Wait, make it 2. Anything else will be a bonus.

Wondered what struck me this week.

I really cannot believe my eyes. I think I'm really going for it.

Charm or luck, I hope it stays =)

is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know,

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
You're never gonna be alone. I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

Mixed results.

10km in 50 mins. I ran 2 mins late, so it might register as 52 mins.

It was an average run. But to think I ran 7km just yesterday make me think it's actually not bad, but still I can find room for improvement.

There were so many people, it was really scary to see so many people running just one event.

I am really scared of the 42km ahead. I'm not even prepared, physically and mentally. Oh dear, oh dear...

Here's a song for the nights
I think too much and
Here's a song when I imagine us together
Here's a song for when we talk too much
And I forget my words

Heaven can wait up high in the sky
It's you and I
Heaven can wait deep down in your eyes
I'm yours tonight
Lay your heart next to mine
I feel so alive
Tell me you want me to stay, forever
'Cause heaven can wait

I hate the feeling of lonely.

Sometimes I wish I got someone to talk to. My camp mates, my friends are really good.

But I need someone who can fulfill me emotionally. Someone who loves me.

To think of book in after such a long week.

I had duty on Saturday, book out on Sunday, and now I'm facing book in.

I just feel lazy. Actually I dread it, I feel that my weekend is short.

I rather leave it this way when he's around.

This week will be a rather short, but busy week. I just hope everything can iron out smoothly.

I should move on.

I think maybe time will tell...

Tracy wrote to me a postcard from Paris.

I believe the postage was late. I think they are already back here locally.

Anyway I won't really want to divulge so much into the letter, but I guess I can conclude something out of it.

When it comes, it just come. When it won't come, it won't come.

Get the idea? When it comes, I accept it with both arms, if not I'll leave as it is. Fate it is called.

At the moment, I'm not really into it. In the future, I won't really know. I'm just numb at the moment.

I opened up my box of treasure.

Notes of the past flown back into my head.

Those secondary school days, it really hurt, but I can't deny it was my past. Reading it seems ironic, but still...

Those FEF friends whom we met at times.The super irritating voice card. I opened it once and I never opened it again, but it was cute. Tracy, Sarah, Elaine and the rest. Lynette's postcard with the muffins (yes, I ate them!), was really sweet. But I can't stuff Pris's dogbone into the box sadly.

Maybe I should give one good memory to Pris before she get married, shall I?

My kids, my Opera kids, my Qihua kids. I miss them a lot. I know they have all grown up already, and no matter where they are I know they will always remember me, for everything we did together, everything we achieved. The awards and results weren't important, but it was the journey that makes the lasting memory. Those 4 months were too short, but fun filled. Sometimes I wish I can spend more time with them, but I know one day I still have to go.

All those letters, now stuff inside Huilin's chocolate box. When will I open them? I dunno. But what can I promise is that I'll always keep it to my heart.

I think I'm falling sick.

All over again.

The nightmare begins!

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

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What was said yesterday really...

Hurt me a lot.

It teaches me a lesson, it finally hit me.

I think everyone is really interested about my love life.

One day I shall publish a book on it.

It will be New Yrok Times best seller!

Does fly fast.

It's already Thursday evening.

I hate it when time flies. It shows signs of aging.

Plus, freedom is so hard to get now.

I know 1 more later later I'm free, but I rather it be now =)